I swear to God... why is it that my life is such a fucking shit pit!? Just when I think my life is going good... I laspe off... my grades are shit (c,d,d,f,f,f) and my family is giving me shit about a family member who I don't give a fuck about... after what the bitch did to me, why should I?! And there's this guy who has been pushing up on me... he crossed the line today, he tossed me against the wall and started kissing my neck! WTF!! I got him off of me but now I'm a little worried... what if he tries to rape me or something, my best friend says he has all the makings of a potential rapist... But, to top it all off... I think I just fucked up with the only guy who probably ever cared about me... I was being a bitch because of all the shit above