Pain rips through my heart
Tears fall one by one
No longer can I deal with this
Tonight the end is going to come

Poison, pills, ropes, knives
So many choices for one simple task
Is it even really relevant?
These few moments are now my last.

Should I choose the poison?
Is it really the quickest.
Or, perhaps the rope.
I just have to choose the one that's the thickest

Should I pick the knife?
Cut my skin and blood stains the floor.
Or maybe the pills.
Close my eyes and open them no more.

Pace across the floor in thought
Contemplate, think, wonder, ponder.
Why waste time wearing the carpet?
Why waste time letting your mind wander?

I've come to a desicision
The choice has been made
My life will end
by choice of a razor blade.

Will the slashes burn?
Will the blade prickle.
Pain is refreshing
so to me it might tickle

Enough of the questions
I will lose my nerve
The road to this must be straight
I don't expect to come to curves.

Hold the razor above my wrist
Slowly press into the vein
Skin breaks like shards of glass
Blood pours like crimson rain

Scarlet splatters the pure white tile
Slowly my vision begins to fade
Darkness is approaching at all sides
Death captures me in obsidian cascade

Slump to the floor now
Crumple in a heap
To to close my eyes now
Time to enter my eternal sleep

Pain is now cast from my soul
I am now free for infinity
Finally I have my peace
Finally I have my serenity